Monday, November 9, 2009

i can be your worst enemy.

ewwww. i havent updated my blog likeee a yeaar. sorryy :( wishing you all doin great :)
this semester is the hardest semester ever. so tired. full of assignment. everyday! ahhh. my midterm just okayy. not bad. but i believe i can do better. the only one problem isss : too lazy for studyyy! too lazy for everything. hahhaa.

so excited about the 20th of november! my boyfieee is going homeee yeay yeay. for 3 months! so fuckin happy! i wish time flies fast till 20.11.09 theen freeze! hahaha. selfish.

i realized im so "ansos" lately. cant stand with assignments. really. tireeedo! so what can i share with you? hahaha soo my cousin's just had her sweet 17th bday party at senayan residence multifunction room :) i'll share the pics with youu here
look at me, so freakin tan! not a great tan but dekiiill! it was caused by International Relations Fiesta at UPH, and i went to Monas a month a go to participate "STOP PEMISKINAN" which supported by UNDP. ahhh it made my skin so tan :( i feel so stupid because i forgot to use my sunblooock :( but it's okayy be patient and waitt till my skin back to normal. hopefully hehehee.



me. kezia. ci shirley. my grandpa . ci levi


+ci ay :)



mommy. aunties. grandpa. aunties. me . ci levi


my brother(left) and the birthday girl, nadia


okay and i just known something. i feel so sorry God. i cant forgive someone yet that i hate so much with all of my heart. i know it's not good when u hate someone like forever. but i think when she hurt me and make me SOOO ANGRY, so fuck her!

and i dont care anymore. i love all of my friends with all of my heart, but i can do the same with my enemies. dont play with me. i try to be patient for a long time. so i cant stand it anymore if SHE havent realize her position and ohhh pleasee. do u have a mirror? please look at urself. and please go away for my life, u and ur dumb ass friends are really2 annoying and so pathetic! poor of you guys. a girls who try too hard to be something. sorry you try too hard! hahaha but you are nothing. yea im so sarcastic but this is the real me and i never being two faced like u did. so unreal. wtf.

i dont know, can i forgive her? maybe... until she say sorry and apologise to me! sometimes i feel so happy when she sad ha!!! i know, bitchy me hahaha i dont care. i get what i want. and if that make u call me a bitch. i DON'T CARE dear. u can shut up. and watch me. take care ur mouth and your self dear, i can be your worst enemy, really.

hahahaha enough about this stupid boring peoples. try to being positive guys! i always try to do this one, but not for this peoples. hahahaa

lovelove
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smoochhies!