i can be your worst enemy.

ewwww. i havent updated my blog likeee a yeaar. sorryy :( wishing you all doin great :)
this semester is the hardest semester ever. so tired. full of assignment. everyday! ahhh. my midterm just okayy. not bad. but i believe i can do better. the only one problem isss : too lazy for studyyy! too lazy for everything. hahhaa.

so excited about the 20th of november! my boyfieee is going homeee yeay yeay. for 3 months! so fuckin happy! i wish time flies fast till 20.11.09 theen freeze! hahaha. selfish.

i realized im so "ansos" lately. cant stand with assignments. really. tireeedo! so what can i share with you? hahaha soo my cousin's just had her sweet 17th bday party at senayan residence multifunction room :) i'll share the pics with youu here
look at me, so freakin tan! not a great tan but dekiiill! it was caused by International Relations Fiesta at UPH, and i went to Monas a month a go to participate "STOP PEMISKINAN" which supported by UNDP. ahhh it made my skin so tan :( i feel so stupid because i forgot to use my sunblooock :( but it's okayy be patient and waitt till my skin back to normal. hopefully hehehee.



me. kezia. ci shirley. my grandpa . ci levi


+ci ay :)



mommy. aunties. grandpa. aunties. me . ci levi


my brother(left) and the birthday girl, nadia


okay and i just known something. i feel so sorry God. i cant forgive someone yet that i hate so much with all of my heart. i know it's not good when u hate someone like forever. but i think when she hurt me and make me SOOO ANGRY, so fuck her!

and i dont care anymore. i love all of my friends with all of my heart, but i can do the same with my enemies. dont play with me. i try to be patient for a long time. so i cant stand it anymore if SHE havent realize her position and ohhh pleasee. do u have a mirror? please look at urself. and please go away for my life, u and ur dumb ass friends are really2 annoying and so pathetic! poor of you guys. a girls who try too hard to be something. sorry you try too hard! hahaha but you are nothing. yea im so sarcastic but this is the real me and i never being two faced like u did. so unreal. wtf.

i dont know, can i forgive her? maybe... until she say sorry and apologise to me! sometimes i feel so happy when she sad ha!!! i know, bitchy me hahaha i dont care. i get what i want. and if that make u call me a bitch. i DON'T CARE dear. u can shut up. and watch me. take care ur mouth and your self dear, i can be your worst enemy, really.

hahahaha enough about this stupid boring peoples. try to being positive guys! i always try to do this one, but not for this peoples. hahahaa

lovelove
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smoochhies!

new semester. ewww

hello guys. sorry for the last post. it's superrrlateeee hahaha. soo basiii yeaa! hahaha
back back to campus! almost 3 weeks i think... and what can i say about that? i took 22credits this semester which is 8subjects and it makes meeeee soooo SICK. aaaa. i think this semester will be.... hard.... but what can i do? i will try my best (hopefully :) )

anddd last week, i went to Orient8 at Mulia with my old friends. girls night outtt babyyy :) noca, jeany, jete and me... and i really disappointed with the beveragesss. but it's okayyy i havee some quality time with the girls yeayyy ( malam penuh dosa dengan banyak gosip dan nge stalk ). hahahaa. but coconat jelly at orient8 is superb!


























nocaaa bought louis vuitton bags for us! hahaha :p


thennn saturdaayy i went too Plaza Indonesiaa n EX withh noca stenli bejooo eww. lasttt dayyy i cann meet nocaa. she is come back to Canada on Sundaayyy :( sooo i gonna meet you on next year dearrrrr hikss. we watched final destination.(sumpah sadis bgt nih film) thenn ate at panciousss and next round of "malam penuh dosa"(too muchh gossip-ing) at sbucks PI hahahaa. enjoyyy my weekendd with my frieeends :)

gonna miss youu noviaa :) i'll see you next year loveeyy :)

wish you all had a great weekend guys :)
and try to "i love monday" (like i can? i think it's impossible hahaha)
be positive :)

smoocchhiess

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the long journey of ...... my hair ?

eww i just relized. i have written this post since a month ago an forgot to post it. hahahaa. (emg sih basii daripada ga di post kan sayanggggg. soo enjoy this superlateee post! hahaha)

yuhuuuu im back :) yeaaaa this weekend is the last weekend of my holidayy. and i excited about back to college life. it's trueee:) weird? yeaa i feel the same. but i dont know. i just feel excited with the new semester. it's really really freak. hahaha i just want to do my best in this semester, i wont regret agaaaaiinn like my first semester or second semester, actually my gpa isnt bad. but everytime i look at my final score, i always think IF i start to study more seriously, i can get a better score than this one... im not a freak to study... the fact is im toooo lazy. and start to serious if the exam too closeee! i must changeeeee! i just study ONE day before the exam and it is a really reaally bad habit.this time, i must CHANGE. :) for the scholarsip i think :p

last tuesday i just went to grand indonesia with tian and noca. have nothing to do. ate at pasta de waraku, and tian PAYED it for us. it's really reaally weird...when noca and me ask him, why he did it. what occasion? he just answered, cancel to buy a nudie and better buy it at singapore, so he payed the bill. i think he's gonnaaa crazyyy. or desperate. or want that nudie so much. hahaha butt thank youuuu! hahah then we went to the foodcourt, because tiannn is still hungreehh. and he ate again.. thenn we went to harvey nichols :)) omg i love that lanvin shoes so damn muchhhhhhhhhhh. i want it i want it so bad :(

the pics :


i waaaaaaaanntttt itt! but the price = 9 million. wtf.
but im not the one that disappointed. tian really really want a great shirt that even he didnt look the price we knew the price is so omg. hahha so we swore, we will be really really success in the future, so we could have anything that we wanttt with our moneeehh hahaha stupid goall but a greattt dreammm right? :))

then we went to social housee to do-nothing-again. just drinkkk. banana-banana-and banana for tian, mocktail for me, and martini for noca... and we plan to go to pi and eat(againn?) panciouss. butt ...canceellllleddd ! eww and know what, tiann looked the-it-nudie (the nudie which he waannttted so bad) hahahaa :P

ewww. maybe all of story above isnt the main topic, cause the main topic is the journey of ehhh my hair. hahahaha stupiddd... okayy here is the reasons... i always have my-black hair along my life and i have no plan to change the colour now or later (hopefully). i havent rebonding my hair altough many of my friends did it, and i havent do the permanent waver or what altough my friends did it too. no chemical for my hair...

soooo until 19years old. my hair is STILL the same...straight and black... boring? yeaaa sometimes i think the same wayy with youu. boringg. buttttt. until now, i have no plan to changee it :) maybe i still love my-original hair and thanks God for it. :)
maybee someday i'll change it? who knows? but for now, i satisfied enough with my hairr :)
buttt if youu had many experiments with your hairr it's a really really okaay :))) you deserve to search the greattesttt model for make u more beautiful! nothing wrong with me. and nothing wrong with peoples that rebonding and do permanent waver.
im not conservative or whattt, im just satisfied enough with my hair and havent readyy for experiments or havent a plann ehehhe. laterrr maybeee? hihihi

soo i just cut it with different modeel. previously, i went to luvaze ta, but i never go there anymore... i really recomended TOUCH salon :) (near pisa cafe puri, abn amro puri kencana? sorry for bad directionn) the hairdresser is om temmy hihhii. he is a old friend of my dad... and he ever worked at peter f saerang and luvase plaza indonesia for a long time, then he decided for have his own salon. it's really recomendeedd! just try it. hehee.

i often had a long hair. but last year (august 2008), i cut my hair short. the-shortest-hair-i-ever-had (lebai. but it's true). a little shock but i like itt :) it's not too short, but it's really really short for me. and i didnt regret. i just thinking my hair will grow fast. hehe.
u know, when i was a kid, i went to salon with mommy to have a hair cut, and it's not short, but i really sad because lost my old hair. so i go home and i crying till sleep. stupid!! (anak kecil emang aneh, gitu aja nangis sampe ketiduran).
and on last may, i cut my hair agaiinn, but i just relized, nowwww my hair almost look like as my old hairrr. yippieeee! hahaa i miss my long hair you knooww, although i love my short hair. hehee. and i think i will let my bang longgg. for now im too tired to go to salon every month to cut my bangg.(capek ngurusinnya tau!)
butt in the same time i miss my short hair tooo. soo what do yous think guys? which one bettter?
sorry for this UNIMPORTANT post. i dont know, my hair transformation just on my mind hahahahha super ga penting ga sihhhhhh :D really sorry for waste your time guyss!

yuhuuu :)

good night guys :) what's goinnnn onn lately? heehe. okayy soo here i am. it's 11.01pm and i have nothing to do so it think i must do something! i just thinking about what must i do in next semester. i must study hard. i promise. really PROMISE you. i MUST get the scholarship, so the requirement is GPA = 3.75 and GPAs=3.75. yeaa i can i can i cann. being optimistic! pleasee support me for this one peeps :) so i must push myself to study harder than before and i must have my own note! hehehee. soo just forget about my univerSHITy life for a momentttt. wait a good news from me on next semester hopefully :) (pray for mee guys. :))

yesterday i just went to ex and plaza indonesia with my old friends, tirza alsanti roemokoy, safira amanda and putri beatricee :) hihi. we ate at pancious theenn starbucks to talkinn and gosiipiingg :) hihiyy and we cant stay too long at starbucks becausee of "om om girang". it's sucks realllyy!!! ieyuuhh. so we went to pepper lunchh. ichaa craving for ittt.

icha. saphy. me


putri and me

thenn i must to goo to meet my highschool friends. and i got my new leopard glassess! yippiieee :) like itt so muchhoo. and it's only for 38 $. hihihiy. thankuu ikaaaa :)) (upload the pic soonn!)
my holidayy iss soo flatt. but it's okayy cause i still enjoy it with my friends :) and woww wooow. 13 days laterrr i must back to university lifee? hahaha it must better than beforee! yeayeaa.

and.. i miss himmm so bad. you know, everytime he hugs me, it feels like everything could go wrong in my life and it's okay. Because he was here with me. :)

i always love my life... although sometimes life treating me bad and life is too hard for me. but, never regret something happened in your life. i believe the "something" is really affect your future. dont regret it. just try your best for the future... and ALWAYS be better. impossible is nothing(i really believe it). just try tour best. so u never regret evertyhing in your life and u dont need it :) be positive guys.


talk to you later peeps.
always try to be positive :)
lovelove
smoochiess.
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yeaahhh what's the title?

hello peeps :) how's going on lately? wohhoooo my holidaaayy is superrrr excited!!!!!!!!!!! okayy im lying! haha sooo the holiday is boringgg overall. and i still have 2weeks for holiday. i wake up at 12pm everryydayy and sleep about 3/5am in the morning. yeah nothing to do but i cant sleeep, cant stop browsing or read my old novel or magazine. sooooo boringg!
the most interesting activities is hangouttt with my highschool friends! thanks God they are coming back to Jakarta for holiday or i'll die. and actually my driving lessons isn't too bad. oyaa i went to Bandung with my bf and friends last month. hahaha and actually i always enjoy to have a quality time with my cousins and my big fam. so my holiday isn't too bad. okay okay i won't complain about my holiday again!! promisee you!

yesterday i had a little reunion with my high school friends at senci. with noca jeanny tian adi lia ius and thomas. yeaaa i had a greaaaat timee :) and talk over about someonee that i hate is reaally good wahahaha. and we watched UP hehehe i dont like cartoon too much. but i think UP is really really goood! loveee the charachters! have a love life like Carl Fredricksen and his ellie is wonderful i think :) too sweet? i think it's like "i love you to death" but not important to say it only in the word because it's seeming from little things they did hahahaaha. wooow. im crazy yeaa? and russel is SO cuteeee hahahaha.

devi. lia. me. noca. jeanny

updatees you later guys, be safe and take care :)
lovelove
smoochhies!

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about holiday and friendship maybe?

wish u had a great day peoples :) by the wayy i just had my first driving lesson with my cousins yesterday! hahah thankss to himm! he is SOOO patient. anddd okaayy im a looooossseeeerrrr for manual car. but it wass fuunn. hahaha. i cant wait for next driving lesson. but it made me sooooo anxiouuss. realyy. hihihi.

Today i just hang out withh my old friendss :) just 4 of us. noca, winner, tian and me. we watched public enemies and we were latee hahaha. before enter the studio, tian and me buy a quickly. and that stupiiiid quickly was brokennnn in my bag. shiiityy quickly! and it's tians! (u must pay me for a drycleann bill! :p). and about the filmm.. uhmmmm. just okay. not bad. love bale and depp more than the film ahhaha. depp is geniuss actor i think. hahaha i expecting moree butt it's not badd :) this film made me almost cry in the end. but never mind, i alwaysss likee thatt haahhaa silly mee. i hate sad ending stories!!!!

theenn we go too hachi2, but it's full so we ate in fish n co. hehee. im soo full until now! and tian is too busy for searching the R womann guys! soo please help him hahaha (but we think. he is satisfied enough with the girl that he found today... the winner of "R of the day")
ooooh. and noca gave me beautiull big ribbon hairclipp for mee from aldo store :) thankuu darlinggg! ehhehe ( pic later guys )
today is soooo funn :) i always enjoy hangout with my high school friends!
and here is the picture of them ( stole their pic from fb. sorry guys! hahaha)

here they are! introducingg :

novia tantra
she is college in canadaaaa. soooo farrr :(

Christian tri putra lay
he is in SIM singaporee. what do you think about this guy? silly lalalalalaa

he said it's singaporean styleeee! CUTE jeans ahahaha. by the way he is our PROM KING


Winner Saputera
he is in prasetya mulya university. ner, you are so HAHAHA
CUTE??!!

BUT I MISSING MY FULL TEAM






tian-juju-verna-noca-jb
winner-me-kenneth-sukoi-ius-aldo

minus angelina budiman and gideon gunawan here!










high school moments


























our prom night
















































Graduation day!
you know. MANY PEOPLES think SMUK 1 is so scary or what. full of study and so on.
but it's a BIG NO for us.
we HAD fun there :)
got lot of things and experiences.
i NEVER regret.
i found many things that i wont find in other place.
proud to be there and really glad to have them in my life.



Holiday with them!

i miss thiss preciouss moments! really miss you guys :) wish everything the best for everything you do! we'll be meet later. europe reunion maybe? hahaha. 5 years later?

im sorry for a loooonnggg updates. i just not realized. this posting is too long. hahaha. but i'll post a trip to singapore with the donkeys laterrr! it's one of my favorite :) and keep introduce my other friends absolutely!

friends isnt that easy to find, but i think friendship is about. understanding. care. and long-term relationship. and i really hate peoples that always forgot their old friends or easily dump her/his bestfriends.
maybe sometimes you are annoyed with your best friends. however, he/she is your best friends, so try to thinking about them positively and try to forget about things that made u mad or angry to them.
but. if your friend ALWAYS sucks. just go awayyy! before that, i think u need to be more carefull to select your bestfriends.
u can be a friend for everyone.
but u MUST be carefulll to select your best. being selective isNEVER be wrong. choose the best is better than disappointed later :p hahahah.

and it's already 03.13 in the morning. i must to sleep soon!!
have a good night peeps :)


lovelove
smoocchiess!


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ribbonnn

hahaha guys, i spending half of my leisure time for make headband and ribbon :) hahaha do you believe it? actually i just wondering, how can i did it, okayy i groww up, and learn many things that i havent know before :) even my bestfriend said unbelievable when he saw the picture of the headband (penghinaan!!) hahaha. i still learning too make it, sooo it isnt beautiful as others in storeee or whatt butt it's enoughh for mee :) but i want to learn moree absolutelyyy :)








hope u like it guys :)

lovelove
smoochhies!

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